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18 / 1 / 2012 @ 21:48

That love thing..

You never really understand the “true” meaning behind loving someone, whether in love or caring so incredibly much about one person, until you meet the one person who shows you. & I finally can open my eyes and say HE has shown me. I could sit here and say out relationship with me perfect, blah blah blah. But I know it most definitely won’t be. We have only been together 2 months & I would already lay my life out for this boy. I’ve known him my whole life practically & I know his nature, his practical thinking, his none stop humor, along with his hardened exterior more now than I did before. His well being, and safe home-coming motivate me everyday. My hunny is in Afghanistan. His everyday struggle is more than most people endure in one lifetime. I could most definitely be in love with him, or care so deeply about him that it over powers my common sense. Loving a soldier is hard. You could wake up one morning & your whole world could cave in on top of you, where all of the “what if this happened..” turn into “where do I go now..” Losing the one person who made your life stable. He’s a soldier 24/7, where as most of us take for granite the 9-5 work place. I came into my relationship with the hope we would last. At this point, for me, its not about that. It’s more. I wake up hoping for no bad news, and its only been 3 weeks without him “home”. I have never felt this feeling of complete love and admiration for a man, other than my father & grandfather, and its a calming feeling. Our adventure has just begun, unlike other men and women who have endured this their whole relationships. I will definitely stand by my hunny. & whichever road he decides to take, is the path I will venture down. I love him. The REAL kind of love. My soldier, my hunny, I admire your strength. <3

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31 / 12 / 2011 @ 14:42